Thursday, June 19, 2008

paalam

hindi ko alam kung paano ko ito sisimulan. kilala nyo ako na masiyahin, makulit at makulit talaga ng sobra. Pero sa oras na ito, wala akong gana makipagkulitan, wala akong gana ngumiti, wala akong gana para sa lahat. Bakit? Nabalitaan mo kasi na deds na yung kaibigan ko, close friend, ex-crush, first crush.

Una ko siyang nakilala sa friday group namin. Unang kita ko pa lang sa kanya, kras na kras ko na siya. Imagine 5 years old pa ako nun, napakatalandi ko na. May pa-shy shy effect pa ako, patago tago sa may hagdan at tinitingnan na lang siya. actually ni hindi ko nga siya malapitan e.

Hanggang sa nagmature na kami at kasabay nun ng early parenthood nya. Oo, may anak na siya at parehong panganay. Hindi ko na siya kras kaya nalalapitan ko na siya at nabibiro. Makapal na rin kasi ang mukha ko nung mga panahon na yun. Nakakapagbiruan na kami at nakakapagkwentuhan. Textmates pa nga kami e. Kuyang kuya talaga siya. Siya nga daw ang bubugbog sa bf ko pag niloko ako e.

June 19, 2008 nalaman ko na wala na siya, kinuha na siya ni Lord. Di ako makapaniwala. Parang nung June 13 lang kausap ko siya at kabiruan. Bakit ganung kabilis ang pangyayari? Bakit nya kami iniwan agad?





Hanggang ngayon hindi ako makamove on. Hindi ako makapagsalita. Iyak ako ng iyak.

Mamimiss kita Jiro.




Paalam at hanggang sa muling pagkikita.

1 killed, 10 hurt in Cavite road mishap




43 comments:

Tisay said...

awwww! *hug* =(

feel better. mwah!

Pedro said...

my condolences to jiro's family tsaka sayo mia. nasa better place na xa. ganun talaga buhay. =(

mentholGUY said...

:( my sincerest condolences for the loss of Jiro.

Di bale, gagawin na kitang roommate next sem.

:)

xg said...

hala ka
bakit ganun?

well
malungkot nga
mabuti naman
at yung mga friends ko e
kumpleto pa
matagal pa mamatay
yung mga yun
wala kasing bisyo e
hahahaha

ay sorry
well
hmm
kasama na siya ni lord
ok na yun
:)

Coldman said...

hope you feel better soon.


my symphaty.

FerBert said...

comment ala plurk:
efbee is sad.. huhuhu

my-so-called-Quest said...

aawww...
condolence sa family nya mk.
ipagpray natin...

Saminella said...

take this event as an opportunity to grow.





















=)

Paul said...

aawww.. Kakalungkot naman po un.. makaka move on k din nyan, masakit pa lng talaga ngaun pero pag tagal malalampasan mo din ang lungkot.

chroneicon said...

nakikiramay ako...

churvah said...

my condolences mia.
hope ur okay now.

he's in better hands now.

RJ said...

nyay, road accident na naman. tsk tsk. condolence na lang ha.

Mummy Sheng said...

i feel sorry for his family and your loss. whoever's at fault, no one can do anything now.

be strong.

take care!

bianca said...

oh my. condolence

kurisujae said...

condolence mia...

jep said...

condolence... sabi sa report he was drunk? haaaayyy ndi na ako ddrive ng lashing.. matututo na ako.. again sorry for your loss...

arhey! said...

condolences mia.. be strong.. Godbless.

mnel said...

hala. condolences mia. nakakalungkot ang mawalan, kaibigan man to o kapamilya. nabasa ko yung news article. nakakalungkot na mukhang DUI siya noon. kaya mga friends, mag-ingat ha? don't drink and drive. alam ko na hindi naman natin mapipigilan na mag-drink and drive yung ibang tao and sometimes, tayo pa ang pwedeng maging biktima ng ginawa nila, pero mabuti na rin yung nag-iingat tayo on our part.

again, condolences mia. hindi ko sasabihing ngumiti ka, alam ko mahirap. but i know someday makakangiti ka ulit. :)*hugs*

reyna elena said...

OMG! so he was drunk then?!

Pero condolences Mia! I can relate. Nung mawala ang boss kong si Mike, nagkalokoloko ang buhay ko because I was sooooooo attached to him.

Hope you feel better.

♥ KaThYcOt ♥ said...

kaibigan din cia ni kuya amiel mo... :(

redlan said...

uy nakakalungkot naman. nakakapaghinayang. naremember ko pa nga yung post mo about sa kanya tapos lagi pa kayo magkasama lately. alam ko hindi pa rin kapaniwala sa part mo na wala na siya.

ganyan talaga ang buhay. condolence.

Ayiene said...

Condolence ate. I feel what you feel kasi kakamatay lang din ng friend ko. Pero di kami ganun kaclose katulad ng sau. :( *hugs* smile na ate. :) We're here for ya! :D

yeye said...

condolence ate. haaaay.

enday said...

Ui..

Condolence ah?late ko na nabisita blog mo.. tsk tsk..

Rocks said...

My condolences. I know how painful it is and it would take quite sometime for you to move on. Just always remember that God is there and will comfort you.

Noime said...

bigla akong nalungkot para sayo. haay. condolence to his family.

gasti said...

ay condolence pala sayo mia..nawlan ka ng isang ex-crush at kaibigan..anlaking mama pala nya..dapat talaga hindi nagda-drive pag nakainom ng alak eh..tsk tsk..

gillboard said...

hey...

cheer up. isipin mo na lang he's now happy wherever he is. I'm sure he's in better hands now.

gillboard said...

hey...

cheer up. isipin mo na lang he's now happy wherever he is. I'm sure he's in better hands now.

rok said...

nakakalungkot namn 'to :(

Cindy said...

condolensce. that's so sad. hndi ko cguro alam ggwin ko pag gnun.

nkkaiyak pa ung kanta.

i hope u feel better soon =(

Maldito said...

sabi ko nga ba isa akong bad omen..iwan ko ba..daming daming kamalasan ang sumnod sunod sa kaawaran ko. hu hu hu..

sorry to hear that mia..hope ur ok..

he in good hands now..atleast wala na siyang pain na mararamdaman..

May he rest in peace

Ishna Probinsyana said...

Condolence Mia. :(

Rio said...

condolence..=(
*** hugs***

He is now in the better place...
someday you will meet him again=)

dyosa said...

truly sorry for your loss.

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lunes said...

naku mia. condolences. if im not mistaken june 13 was friday the 13. and yang araw na yan ko rin nabalitaan ung problema ko. hay.

mia, minsan kasi we could not cling on what we see here on earth. Minsan memories are best to remain. Pero kung iisipin natin na He will be on the best place he could ever be, then why not be happy for him.

Nars ka mama mia, naiintndihan mo for sure and DABDA. let's just pray for the eternal repose of his soul.

linglingbells said...

hala! gulat ako.. parang kelan lang e kasama mo siyang nanuod ng mga paputok.. haay.. nalungkot din ako..

allknowing superboi said...

nalulungkot ako :( ilang araw na ako nakakabalita ng may nawawala silang kaibigan kamag anak kakilala sa mundo...

haaay damang dama ko ang buwan na ito super lungkot :(

sorry to hear about your friend :(

arvin said...

Gara naman talaga.

KRIS JASPER VAN DYKE said...

sori to hear about it,
pls. hold on.

† Yods † said...

that was sad. :(

i hope you'll feel better soon.

condolence mia.

jamie said...

OMG! condolence ate..
ang lungkot naman... na shock ako dun ha!? kasi nakikita ko pictures nya, dito sa blog mo, tapos bigla nalang.... ayun!..